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lukeandmaraTitle: With You
Author: JediMara77
Timeframe: During I, Mara Jade, 10 ABY
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut
Author’s note: This is a missing scene to my fic I, Mara Jade, which you can find on TFN. It is Luke and Mara's first time, before she leaves the Jedi Academy.
We kiss the entire way to his room, only breaking apart to gasp for breath. He somehow manages to pull one hand free to open the door to his suite, a result of his Jedi fortitude, no doubt. We tumble inside and he places me gently on my feet, still holding me close by the nape of my neck. His kiss is somehow different than all the other ones we’ve shared. This one is unburdened, without any worries of our pasts, the Jedi Academy, or even the future. He tastes like carefree summer days I have never experienced, feels like the wind rushing through my hair while running down a deserted beach. For the first time in my life I feel like a normal woman, something that only Luke can bring out in me.
His suite is dark, illuminated only by the exterior Academy lights and the orange planet-glow of Yavin streaming through the windows. Our kisses are quiet, as to not disturb this peaceful moon that has become my home. Words are no longer necessary. Slowly we make our way to Luke’s bedroom, and this time we are clear in our intent for being there.
Once inside the bedroom his hands continue to run up and down my body, lingering on my breasts and ass, eliciting hushed moans from the back of my throat. I break away from Luke’s mouth to kiss his neck, running my tongue up and down the pronounced tendons. He trembles beneath my touch, holding me close and silently begging for more. My lips move from his neck to his ear, then back again, while his fingers languidly caress my breasts. The foreplay is slow and sensual, causing shivers to run up and down my spine.
Our cloaks were discarded as soon as we entered the suite, but we are still dressed in full robes. He soon tugs at my outer tabard, trying to pull it free only to be hindered by the belt at my waist. I suppress a smile as I help him by undoing the belt. It falls to the floor along with my tabard. Then Luke sets his sights on my outer tunic, but has a hard time pulling it over my head. I can’t help it then and start giggling against the wall, pulling away from his mouth. Luke looks at me through hooded eyes and speaks the first words since entering the suite. “Something funny?”
I smile, no longer trying to hide it. “It’s your fault, you know. You’re the one who made us wear these stupid robes.”
Luke pretends to pout, but the smile in his eyes gives him away. “Fine then, I take it back. Never wear these in my presence ever again. In fact, never wear anything in my presence.”
I raise my eyebrows at him. “Master Skywalker, what will the other Jedi think?”
He groans and gives up on my tunic, pressing me against the wall and assaulting my neck. “You drive me crazy when you do that, you know?” he whispers into my ear.
My eyes squeeze shut, reveling in the sensation of his lips sucking my throat. “Why do you think I do it?”
He doesn’t reply, but places his hand at the back of my neck and kisses me deeply one last time before trying his hand at undressing me again. The tunics are the first to go, and I swallow hard as he gazes upon my half-naked chest. My nipples are peaked already, even before he reaches out a finger to trace along my bustline. Spurred on by his movements, I eagerly pull at his tunic, removing it without any problems. He is not an overly muscular man, but the curve of his arms and planes of his chest do not go unnoticed by me. I swallow hard, the situation still so surreal, but at the same time completely natural.
We remain silent as we remove our trousers and underwear…and then we are completely bare in front of each other. I find that all my snarky comments have escaped me as my mind goes completely blank.
Luke, on the other hand, gives me a little smirk. “So, does the front measure up to the back?” he asks quietly, his hands settled firmly on my waist.
My brow furrows. “What?”
Luke advances on me, rubbing at my hipbones. “Have you forgotten already?”
I smile as I catch his shared memory; of the morning I woke up in his bed and later freaked out when I accidentally saw him changing. This time, there will be no running. “I don’t know.” I run my hands up and down the sides of his body. “I’ll have to make a closer inspection.”
Grinning, he takes me into his arms and we cross the room to the bed, our kisses growing deeper and more insistent. His tongue plunders my mouth and I wonder what it will feel like to make love to him. I have thought it about it many times in the back of my mind, always berating myself for such flights of fancy. But now that it is about to happen, I find that I can barely think. I want to memorize every moment so that I can remember this forever, but how can I do that when the room is spinning? If I didn’t know any better, I’d swear that Luke is using some kind of Force magic on me. But he isn’t—and that makes my heart beat even faster.
I back into the side of the bed, lowering myself as he leans over me, running his fingers through my hair. I reach around my neck to remove the piece of jewelry hanging there, but warm hands stop me. I look up to find Luke’s blue eyes intently locked on mine. He shakes his head. “Don’t.”
I raise my eyebrows. “I thought you said you never wanted me to wear anything around you ever again?”
Luke chuckles before turning serious and shaking his head again. His fingers trace the necklace that he gave me on my birthday. “Not this. I want you to wear this forever.”
A lump forms in my throat. Forever is a very long time, but for him, I nod my head yes.
He climbs into bed then, pulling me down with him so we face each other on our sides, taking the time to just look at one another. I have faced scrutiny my entire life, but never like this. Never from someone who adores me so much, who sees my scars but doesn’t care. To him, I am perfect, and I understand exactly how he feels. I see his scars as well, ones from Bespin and Endor and other places I haven’t yet learned about. But they no longer matter.
He leans in and presses his lips to mine, so sweet and gentle. But the kiss deepens with the passion we both feel. I wrap my leg around him and he grunts as his cock brushes against my thigh. He reaches a hand down to touch me there, massaging my ass. Warm heat rushes from my core as his hand travels around my front to the vee of my legs, gently massaging me. My breath quickens as he finds my clit and pushes, his lips moving to my earlobe, my neck, my breasts…
But I am Mara Jade, and I am not one to be outdone. I force myself to break away from his touch and push him onto his back, giving him a feral grin as he stares up at me from his spot against the soft pillows. My hair falls into his face and he reaches out to take a strand, caressing it between his fingers. I bend down and lick his neck, sucking his pulse point and grinding against his stomach until he begins to writhe underneath me. His cock twitches against my ass but I ignore it for the time being, wanting to give the rest of his body the same loving attention first.
And I do, moving from his neck down his chest, running my tongue over his nipples, kissing the indentation of his belly button, nipping the hard planes of his stomach and hips. I arrive at my destination and sit up, grinning as I take his hard, throbbing cock in my hand. He groans quietly as I stroke him, allowing my fingers to touch every part of him, reaching down to his balls all the way up to the red, swollen tip.
Our gazes lock again. He is panting heavily, sweat beginning to glisten on his face. “You feel so good, Mara. I want you,” he says softly. I nod, knowing that I am beyond the ability to speak.
He grabs me by the elbows and pulls me up the bed, twisting me so that he is above me. He hovers there for a moment, his arms shaking with the effort. But he is far too strong for that, and I reach up to caress his face. “What’s wrong?”
His throat convulses as he tries to speak. “I just want this to be perfect.”
My heart clenches at his words. “It's already perfect,” I tell him, running a finger over his cleft chin. “I’m with you.”
His face breaks out into a smile and then he is inside of me, and it is just as I have imagined. But at the same time it is completely different—better. It is as if we are becoming one in the Force, sensing each other’s pleasure as much as we feel our own. I have never felt anything like this before. “Did you know it would be like this?” I say through gritted teeth as he pushes his cock all the way in. “You could have gotten me in bed a lot earlier if you’d let me in on this Jedi secret.”
Luke laughs, the sensation causing me to laugh as well as it travels up my body. He caresses my cheek, his blue eyes full of warmth and love. “No…it’s never been like this before.”
I catch his hand with my own. “You mean…you…?”
He nods. “I’ve never been with anyone like you before.” He means that in more ways than one, and my heart soars in delight.
I nod back. “Same here.”
I bite my lip as he lowers his head and continues thrusting, soft moans escaping from our mouths when either one of us hits the right spot. Our hands are everywhere at once, our legs shifting positions to find what brings us the most pleasure. Eventually he angles his hips to hit my clit and I have to stop myself from screaming and waking the entire Jedi Academy. Luke catches this and whispers into my ear. “Feels good?”
“Oh yeah,” I gasp. “Keep doing that…”
“Okay. What else do you like?” he asks, all his attention on me, instead of his own desires.
“Um…” It is hard to think as his cock continues to rub against my clit, and I can sense myself spiraling out of control. I cannot answer so I grab his hand and place it on my breast. He takes the hint and begins to caress, then tweaks the nipple. I let out a little squeak and he laughs before he can stop himself.
I lift my head and narrow my eyes at him. I’ll get you back for that, Skywalker.
He kisses me, and I feel him smile against my lips. I sure hope so, Jade.
The next few moments go by in a haze as he pushes me toward the edge. I need to be quiet but I can’t help but moaning in delight as my body tenses and releases in the most pleasurable orgasm I have ever experienced. To my surprise Luke is right behind me, gasping into my hair as he explodes inside of me. We clutch each other tightly, not wanting to let go even as he begins to soften. Finally he rolls off my body but does not relinquish his hold, wrapping one arm around my shoulder as I rest my head on his chest.
His heart is pounding ferociously against my ear, and it makes me smile. He has made me happier than anyone ever has in my life, and I know that I have done the same for him. I am glad, because if anyone in this galaxy deserves to be happy, it is Luke. But even in my blissful haze, I can’t help but wonder what I have done in my life to deserve such a fate. If anything, I deserve the opposite.
I sense Luke beginning to doze. It is still early in the night, and I am not tired. I want to savor this night, as if I am afraid that it will be the only chance I get to be with him. So I stay awake, watching his chest rise and fall as he sleeps. Eventually he wakes up, his cock perking against my leg almost instantly when he recognizes that I am still in bed with him. We begin the dance anew, and my nagging thoughts are banished from my mind as Luke sends me into the abyss all over again.
Author: JediMara77
Timeframe: During I, Mara Jade, 10 ABY
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut
Author’s note: This is a missing scene to my fic I, Mara Jade, which you can find on TFN. It is Luke and Mara's first time, before she leaves the Jedi Academy.
We kiss the entire way to his room, only breaking apart to gasp for breath. He somehow manages to pull one hand free to open the door to his suite, a result of his Jedi fortitude, no doubt. We tumble inside and he places me gently on my feet, still holding me close by the nape of my neck. His kiss is somehow different than all the other ones we’ve shared. This one is unburdened, without any worries of our pasts, the Jedi Academy, or even the future. He tastes like carefree summer days I have never experienced, feels like the wind rushing through my hair while running down a deserted beach. For the first time in my life I feel like a normal woman, something that only Luke can bring out in me.
His suite is dark, illuminated only by the exterior Academy lights and the orange planet-glow of Yavin streaming through the windows. Our kisses are quiet, as to not disturb this peaceful moon that has become my home. Words are no longer necessary. Slowly we make our way to Luke’s bedroom, and this time we are clear in our intent for being there.
Once inside the bedroom his hands continue to run up and down my body, lingering on my breasts and ass, eliciting hushed moans from the back of my throat. I break away from Luke’s mouth to kiss his neck, running my tongue up and down the pronounced tendons. He trembles beneath my touch, holding me close and silently begging for more. My lips move from his neck to his ear, then back again, while his fingers languidly caress my breasts. The foreplay is slow and sensual, causing shivers to run up and down my spine.
Our cloaks were discarded as soon as we entered the suite, but we are still dressed in full robes. He soon tugs at my outer tabard, trying to pull it free only to be hindered by the belt at my waist. I suppress a smile as I help him by undoing the belt. It falls to the floor along with my tabard. Then Luke sets his sights on my outer tunic, but has a hard time pulling it over my head. I can’t help it then and start giggling against the wall, pulling away from his mouth. Luke looks at me through hooded eyes and speaks the first words since entering the suite. “Something funny?”
I smile, no longer trying to hide it. “It’s your fault, you know. You’re the one who made us wear these stupid robes.”
Luke pretends to pout, but the smile in his eyes gives him away. “Fine then, I take it back. Never wear these in my presence ever again. In fact, never wear anything in my presence.”
I raise my eyebrows at him. “Master Skywalker, what will the other Jedi think?”
He groans and gives up on my tunic, pressing me against the wall and assaulting my neck. “You drive me crazy when you do that, you know?” he whispers into my ear.
My eyes squeeze shut, reveling in the sensation of his lips sucking my throat. “Why do you think I do it?”
He doesn’t reply, but places his hand at the back of my neck and kisses me deeply one last time before trying his hand at undressing me again. The tunics are the first to go, and I swallow hard as he gazes upon my half-naked chest. My nipples are peaked already, even before he reaches out a finger to trace along my bustline. Spurred on by his movements, I eagerly pull at his tunic, removing it without any problems. He is not an overly muscular man, but the curve of his arms and planes of his chest do not go unnoticed by me. I swallow hard, the situation still so surreal, but at the same time completely natural.
We remain silent as we remove our trousers and underwear…and then we are completely bare in front of each other. I find that all my snarky comments have escaped me as my mind goes completely blank.
Luke, on the other hand, gives me a little smirk. “So, does the front measure up to the back?” he asks quietly, his hands settled firmly on my waist.
My brow furrows. “What?”
Luke advances on me, rubbing at my hipbones. “Have you forgotten already?”
I smile as I catch his shared memory; of the morning I woke up in his bed and later freaked out when I accidentally saw him changing. This time, there will be no running. “I don’t know.” I run my hands up and down the sides of his body. “I’ll have to make a closer inspection.”
Grinning, he takes me into his arms and we cross the room to the bed, our kisses growing deeper and more insistent. His tongue plunders my mouth and I wonder what it will feel like to make love to him. I have thought it about it many times in the back of my mind, always berating myself for such flights of fancy. But now that it is about to happen, I find that I can barely think. I want to memorize every moment so that I can remember this forever, but how can I do that when the room is spinning? If I didn’t know any better, I’d swear that Luke is using some kind of Force magic on me. But he isn’t—and that makes my heart beat even faster.
I back into the side of the bed, lowering myself as he leans over me, running his fingers through my hair. I reach around my neck to remove the piece of jewelry hanging there, but warm hands stop me. I look up to find Luke’s blue eyes intently locked on mine. He shakes his head. “Don’t.”
I raise my eyebrows. “I thought you said you never wanted me to wear anything around you ever again?”
Luke chuckles before turning serious and shaking his head again. His fingers trace the necklace that he gave me on my birthday. “Not this. I want you to wear this forever.”
A lump forms in my throat. Forever is a very long time, but for him, I nod my head yes.
He climbs into bed then, pulling me down with him so we face each other on our sides, taking the time to just look at one another. I have faced scrutiny my entire life, but never like this. Never from someone who adores me so much, who sees my scars but doesn’t care. To him, I am perfect, and I understand exactly how he feels. I see his scars as well, ones from Bespin and Endor and other places I haven’t yet learned about. But they no longer matter.
He leans in and presses his lips to mine, so sweet and gentle. But the kiss deepens with the passion we both feel. I wrap my leg around him and he grunts as his cock brushes against my thigh. He reaches a hand down to touch me there, massaging my ass. Warm heat rushes from my core as his hand travels around my front to the vee of my legs, gently massaging me. My breath quickens as he finds my clit and pushes, his lips moving to my earlobe, my neck, my breasts…
But I am Mara Jade, and I am not one to be outdone. I force myself to break away from his touch and push him onto his back, giving him a feral grin as he stares up at me from his spot against the soft pillows. My hair falls into his face and he reaches out to take a strand, caressing it between his fingers. I bend down and lick his neck, sucking his pulse point and grinding against his stomach until he begins to writhe underneath me. His cock twitches against my ass but I ignore it for the time being, wanting to give the rest of his body the same loving attention first.
And I do, moving from his neck down his chest, running my tongue over his nipples, kissing the indentation of his belly button, nipping the hard planes of his stomach and hips. I arrive at my destination and sit up, grinning as I take his hard, throbbing cock in my hand. He groans quietly as I stroke him, allowing my fingers to touch every part of him, reaching down to his balls all the way up to the red, swollen tip.
Our gazes lock again. He is panting heavily, sweat beginning to glisten on his face. “You feel so good, Mara. I want you,” he says softly. I nod, knowing that I am beyond the ability to speak.
He grabs me by the elbows and pulls me up the bed, twisting me so that he is above me. He hovers there for a moment, his arms shaking with the effort. But he is far too strong for that, and I reach up to caress his face. “What’s wrong?”
His throat convulses as he tries to speak. “I just want this to be perfect.”
My heart clenches at his words. “It's already perfect,” I tell him, running a finger over his cleft chin. “I’m with you.”
His face breaks out into a smile and then he is inside of me, and it is just as I have imagined. But at the same time it is completely different—better. It is as if we are becoming one in the Force, sensing each other’s pleasure as much as we feel our own. I have never felt anything like this before. “Did you know it would be like this?” I say through gritted teeth as he pushes his cock all the way in. “You could have gotten me in bed a lot earlier if you’d let me in on this Jedi secret.”
Luke laughs, the sensation causing me to laugh as well as it travels up my body. He caresses my cheek, his blue eyes full of warmth and love. “No…it’s never been like this before.”
I catch his hand with my own. “You mean…you…?”
He nods. “I’ve never been with anyone like you before.” He means that in more ways than one, and my heart soars in delight.
I nod back. “Same here.”
I bite my lip as he lowers his head and continues thrusting, soft moans escaping from our mouths when either one of us hits the right spot. Our hands are everywhere at once, our legs shifting positions to find what brings us the most pleasure. Eventually he angles his hips to hit my clit and I have to stop myself from screaming and waking the entire Jedi Academy. Luke catches this and whispers into my ear. “Feels good?”
“Oh yeah,” I gasp. “Keep doing that…”
“Okay. What else do you like?” he asks, all his attention on me, instead of his own desires.
“Um…” It is hard to think as his cock continues to rub against my clit, and I can sense myself spiraling out of control. I cannot answer so I grab his hand and place it on my breast. He takes the hint and begins to caress, then tweaks the nipple. I let out a little squeak and he laughs before he can stop himself.
I lift my head and narrow my eyes at him. I’ll get you back for that, Skywalker.
He kisses me, and I feel him smile against my lips. I sure hope so, Jade.
The next few moments go by in a haze as he pushes me toward the edge. I need to be quiet but I can’t help but moaning in delight as my body tenses and releases in the most pleasurable orgasm I have ever experienced. To my surprise Luke is right behind me, gasping into my hair as he explodes inside of me. We clutch each other tightly, not wanting to let go even as he begins to soften. Finally he rolls off my body but does not relinquish his hold, wrapping one arm around my shoulder as I rest my head on his chest.
His heart is pounding ferociously against my ear, and it makes me smile. He has made me happier than anyone ever has in my life, and I know that I have done the same for him. I am glad, because if anyone in this galaxy deserves to be happy, it is Luke. But even in my blissful haze, I can’t help but wonder what I have done in my life to deserve such a fate. If anything, I deserve the opposite.
I sense Luke beginning to doze. It is still early in the night, and I am not tired. I want to savor this night, as if I am afraid that it will be the only chance I get to be with him. So I stay awake, watching his chest rise and fall as he sleeps. Eventually he wakes up, his cock perking against my leg almost instantly when he recognizes that I am still in bed with him. We begin the dance anew, and my nagging thoughts are banished from my mind as Luke sends me into the abyss all over again.
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Date: 2012-01-26 03:33 am (UTC)I can't get enough of this. I love how sensual it is and how in love they are. The part with Luke telling her that he wanted her to wear his necklace forever, knowing that she never took it off in their year apart, just kills me!
I also love how she tells him it doesn't have to be perfect because she's with him. That makes it already perfect enough.
And Force-enhanced sex. No wonder Mara can't get him out of her mind in that year. Once you go Wormie, you never go back.
Again, I love it!!!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!
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Date: 2012-01-26 03:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-01-26 09:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-01-27 03:56 am (UTC)Anyway, this was an excellent story. Bravo!!
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Date: 2012-01-27 04:12 pm (UTC)I could have quoted the entire fic but here a few random favs:
"He tastes like carefree summer days I have never experienced, feels like the wind rushing through my hair while running down a deserted beach."
There's so much longuing and fullfilment in this sentence it makes my heart ache!
"I want to memorize every moment so that I can remember this forever, but how can I do that when the room is spinning?"
Hilarious - yet low-voiced - and perfect use if the 1st person perspective!
"He hovers there for a moment, his arms shaking with the effort. But he is far too strong for that, and I reach up to caress his face. “What’s wrong?”
His throat convulses as he tries to speak. “I just want this to be perfect.”
My heart clenches at his words. “It's already perfect,” I tell him, running a finger over his cleft chin. “I’m with you.”"
Just... AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Plus, as fellow smut-writer I know this moment can be narratively difficult - you make it perfect here1!!
"Eventually he angles his hips to hit my clit and I have to stop myself from screaming and waking the entire Jedi Academy. Luke catches this and whispers into my ear. “Feels good?”"
And how I love how he's cocky in the middle of the sweetness and unselfishness!!!